So having an iPhone and no internet at home has significantly decreased my usage of the interweb and blogging. I am currently at Panera borrowing their wi-fi and uploading, downloading and all that jazz. And I really, really wish I had my earbuds to drown out this very annoying girl that is here and just keeps talking and talkng and talking. (she works here and is currently silent...nope there's a laugh).
It is hard for me to believe that it is already half way through November. I never think time will fly by faster than it already has but it does. There's not alot to report. Work has been really really busy. I have been considering church hunting again. Alot of people ask me how I'm doing with the whole grief process. I think that it has finally become reality that dad is dead and gone. I don't tear up every time I think about him being dead. Now, I did go see Tyler Perry's " I can do bad all by myself" and cried several times while watching it. Not just because of the reminders and similarities with dad's death, but also the field of work that I do. Oh yeah, and I saw the preview for "Precious" there's no way I'm going to see that. I would cry a river. I would say in the stages of grief I am in the acceptance stage. I'm not angry...anymore. I don't really talk about it alot or really think about it a ton either, but it's always just kind of there. I definitely still engage in a certain amount of avoidance. Football...not as much fun to watch knowing i can't talk to my dad about it later and here stories from way back when. That man had an unsurpassed ability to remember sports trivia.
On another note...I am so itching to travel somewhere. I want to go out of the country...but we'll see. I was planning on going to my brother and sister-in-laws for Christmas but my niece is due in January and i don't think I can swing two trips. So I think I will just go in January and take a vacay then and maybe visit Dallas!!! yay!!!!
I made a Christmas wreath. If I can figure how to post a picture i will or you can check it out on facebook. =) I like being creative.
So I am just trying to think of things to type while my itunes upgrades but it is very slow and I"m ready to peace out of here. I don't remember an upgrade taking this long...ever.
I now have the entire series of Friends on DVD. thank you Wal-Mart for having them for $15. =) I have been using my iPhone to keep current on 30 Rock...by far the best comedy on TV right now.
So I"m tweeting now...I've given into the darkside...
well, I am going to go...'twas fun rambling in written form.
Grace peace and love
